Josh Yoon’s Blog

i have only come to realize how inconsiderate i am, in a word… selfish. mmm i need to start posting again, but not today though, too tired and too stressed -_-

josh

as of yesterday, i have officially picked up bboying

josh

stream of consciousness, its funny how a stream of consciousness tends to repeat itself, when the mind is stressed or angry. the mind is a funny thing… my mother seems to have lost her mind -_-. mk, so here’s how it went: i get home from giant after buying some lettuce from Giant (specifically she wanted me to buy romaine, but i bought red lettuce instead), ok so i’ve tried writing this out several times, but i’ve failed. basically, my mom thinks i’m ungrateful… basically, i bought the wrong lettuce and she goes off telling me to go back to giant and get the right lettuce. personally, i don’t care and i don’t think my brother would either, wow… i can not concentrate. she keeps yelling about the same stuff: family history, buying me a laptop, not liking her meals, etc… i dont even understand how she came to some of her conclusions. she says i dont like her meals, but honestly, i do. she also gets pissed off about me holding off dinner for 5 minutes, because i was busy on my laptop. that somehow equates to me being ungrateful and thinking her food tastes bad. oh my goodness, i’ve never been yelled at for so long about such worthless stuff. i don’t even have the strength to listen anymore. i wish i can sleep. now she’s talking about canteloupe… how she didn’t eat any (there were 3 whole ones), because my brother and i wanted them… no one asked you to do that, there are three… we can effin share…  ugh listening just drained me of all my energy. i have no will to write a post anymore… nee, i thought this was gonna be a good one too D:

josh FML