i finally found the time (and the will) to start posting again… 
summer has finally arrived!! day after dreadful day of school we have endured, but the senior class of 09 has made it. we stand now from the pinnacle of our high school careers only to be pushed off later to start our journey once again in college. eh but who cares, i’m pretty excited. looking back on the year now, i can’t say i’ve done or achieved much -_-;; and i should say something doesn’t feel right or empty, but i feel right as rain XD actually now that i think about it… i guess i have achieved some stuff LOLS. let’s see… i (or at least i think) grew out of the name dirty josh cause i take showers everyday now so blah to you haters, mmm i finally started wearing jeans again and i finally have shirts of my own that i didn’t get from some church related event, i went 12 weeks without touching a single electronic game, i went to New York for the first time of my life (then had whitecastle on the way back 
), finally bought a suit that fit me, got caught for speeding, got accepted into virginia tech, if you’re reading this gj, graduation week, DYNASTY, turning legal, read a book because i wanted to (hasn’t happened since middle school), saw our nation elect it’s first black president, no seriously gj, senior banquet, and much more but i can’t remember them all cause it’s kinda late o.o
senior banquet has made me realize how ungrateful and how blind i was to all the loved ones in my life, who have blessed me and honored me with their company. i never truly knew the magnitude or the impact that these people have had on my life. i know i can be weird at times… so how do they put up with me?? i don’t think i can put up with me -_- lol i was gonna do a shoutout kinda thing… but i’m totally failing, because i don’t wanna leave anyone out and there are a lot of people that need to be thanked i dunno in the end, even though i may not express my affection explicitly, just know it’s buried under layers and layers of awkwardness and manpride… but rest assured, the care and the love is there. i feel like i’m giving my deathbed speech so let’s stop this nonsense and talk about something happier
so today i’ve watched a walk to remember in it’s entirety for the first time… that movie in a word: ownage. even though the cheesiness of the comet scene is still bugging me, that movie was still amazing. makes me envious though -_- i wish i could find someone like jamie (jamey? i dunno), except minus the leukemia. mmm hopefully God has something similar in store for me hehe since we’re on the topic of movies, i’ve picked up a kind of cliche life motto from the dead poet’s society. Carpe diem; seize the day. life is too short to waste idle breaths and thoughts scheming and planning. instead, from now on… carpe diem (hopefully you get the point, i didn’t want to go off on a metaphor gay tangent o.O) zahhhh so late, updates later so farewell and adieu lols that was gay
josh
